26.5.07

Ring of fear?

I wear all kinds of rings. A while ago at a professional meeting, someone looked at the huge one on my middle finger and asked, "What is this?"

"A ring," I said.

"It is terribly eye-catching? What is it?"


I named the gemstone and said, "I wear these as protection."

"Protection from?"


"Myself."

So, yes, I am not brave as I appear. I have never even tried to appear brave...people just assume I am. I don't know if there is a blanket definition. In fact, I am unashamedly vulnerable. And as afraid of a few things as any of you...

But your demons will not disappear because of my fears, just as your pain cannot be lessened by mine. In fact, if you feel a bond with me then your pain and mine may well be the same...

2 comments:

circle said...

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Amazing!
How can U carry 3lbs.ring in your lil finger?

Fear from yourself is the first step towards self awareness,to fight with your own demons.

Easy to fight with the world, hard to fight with one's self...

FV said...

Whooa, who said it was such a heavy ring and it was on my li'l finger? Even I cannot manage that.

I don't fight fear; I embrace it.

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