3.9.07

Subah ka bhoola…

I have been away, am still away. Complete hibernation is rarely possible. This space and time far from the familiar strangeness has been good. It has been days of work and days of introspection, more than I normally do.

To wake up at 4 am and wait for the sunrise is an amazing experience. I have done my share of waiting, and like all other kinds of waiting this too has its moments of surprises. The first morning I saw a most brilliant sight – a blob of orange that had not yet been lightened by the brightness it awaited. I did not want to capture it. I thought…there is tomorrow. The next day, there were clouds. Not one to be disheartened, I took a picture of the clouds.

I would look out of the window and keep vigil. A couple of days ago, I saw that blob again and it left a trail along the sky’s canvas and sprinkled the trees with sunbeam.

Sometimes, one feels humbled before Nature. This time I felt proud. Proud that I was a part of this very Nature. The sun smiled again. As I type this the room is awash with light. Clarity can often be disconcerting. Today, I look at the specks of dust, so visible, and think of how they too have contributed to my life. Dust is an indicator that it is time to clean things up.

“Kadee dhoop mein bhi
Tere aanchal ke saaye mein
Chehra chhupake
Jeena hai zindagi”

7 comments:

Manzoor said...

Wowwww... wonderful to be reading you again

circle said...

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Fv must be having a romantic hibernation getaway under the cloudy sky and over lush green landscapes out of our reach...

Anonymous said...

FV.
do not change the subject.U could not even solve a math problem in school,so u became a a art's major without any analytical sense and only a big ego that has nothing to justify it considering u did not make it to any competitive profession or major.All u are is pretentious pseudo who sides with killers of innocents like Afzal,whom u want exonerated.Get it u evil scumbag.U
dont care about Afzal's victims.Those dead jawans' died protecting filthy traitors like u
who live here instead of Pakistan and their families had to return the medals because of shameless disgusting scum like u who are full of themselves.Try asking for exoneration of a terrorist in other countries.U will be punished for treason as u should be.
Do not change the issue.It is your exoneration of Afzal and your contempt for law and court because of your fetish for islamic penises.Go to Pakistan or Iran which your ancestors had to flee
and Hindus gave them parsis refuge when muslims chased them out just like they do hindus in kashmir,paka nd bdesh.Get yourself checked for depravity u evil.

Anonymous said...

Man these guys actually come to this terrorist supporter's blog.What scumbags.

Anonymous said...

Hey FV u speak about muslim friends and hindu rabblerousers.Like a typical pseudo who wants muslims to look good and hindus to look bad.Your parsi ancestors were welcomed by hindus and were killed by muslims.But u are so crazy about terrorist-penises taht u forgot this.

And what about those millions of muslim rabble rousing preachers in mosques every evening.U forget them too right.U will call them friends right even tho thousands of riots started after mosque sermons and many innocents died. THEse hate speeches from koran are psecular right,so blinded u are FV by all that semen on your face from licking mullah and terrorist penises.

Manzoor said...

Yeah man Cirlce, I agree. She must be having a wonderful time.

FV said...

Circle, Manzoor:

Yes, sure...how did you know? We will have to redefine wonderful though!

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